It is not just history which will absolve those who take up arms against injustice. The masses of the Third World will do so too. They want to hit back even now, at this very moment.
Our task, if we are opponents of the global capitalist Moloch, is to show them how.
What I’m going to do write now is to type up some things that I wrote in a note-pad some days ago. I felt that I had to try and express these thoughts somehow.
The question swirling around in my mind as I wrote this was: history will certainly absolve those who take up the fight against this existing global order, but will it absolve me?
And yes, this is based on some of my experiences. And yes, I mean every word of it.
As you walk down the manicured boulevards and congested streets of a Pakistani city, take a little detour. Enter the slums, the mohalla, the basti. Ask them what they think of the police. Ask them what they think of “the Law”. Ask them what they think of the Pakistani rulers. Ask them, above all, what they think of the Pakistani elite.
Right now, all you hear is the slurping of pigs as they devour what the masses produce. But there is also something else: the whisper in the heart of the man who has to refer to a swine as “sahib” or “sir”. Some Thing within that man says that this sahib is not fit to be spat upon. Some Thing within that man curses a destiny which placed him at the feet of the sahib.
He brushes it away, that dangerous thought which should not arise. After all, is it not God’s will that things stay as they are?
And what do I say about the woman, who can only be the mother, sister, daughter or wife of this wretched man, and nothing more? What does she say? I don’t know. I cannot enter the domestic cell in which she is kept. And what would I ask her? She has never even seen the sahibs.
But when the orgy of consumption is interrupted by something as mundane as a traffic jam or a suicide blast, make no mistake about it: some Thing within those people smiles, even though they are the greatest victims of traffic jams and suicide bombings.
What does that Thing say? More about it later.
What about me, ungrateful product of consumerism that I am?
Why be grateful to a social order that serves us with blood in a flashy carton? I owe nothing to consumerism, I owe nothing to capitalism, I owe everything to the masses.
I have no human rights, because this social order recognizes only consumers and producers. Humans, if they ever existed, are a thing of the past. I am not a human. I am a consumer, whose search for humanity can only lead to fear and disgust. I therefore ask for no mercy from the masses, if they ever hold me to account.
But they rarely, if ever, hold me to account. They will spend their meagre earnings to buy me a cup of tea, and they will serve it with a warmth which I have never seen in my fellow consumers. Among my fellow consumers, I have only seen a constant hunger which can never be fulfilled.
These are things that I cannot express otherwise. I cannot say them to anyone, because I don’t know how to. All I can do is hope that those producers, the masses, will one day accept me. I hope they see me as someone who is weak, but also as someone who wants to be human.
I do not ask them for mercy. With that cup of tea, they have forgiven me in a way that I would never forgive someone who wronged me. I only ask them to somehow understand that I want to be human.
Ungrateful product of consumerism as I am, I would rather be a hypocritical sahib who speaks the truth, than a sahib who refuses to see it.
An apple is an apple, a pig is a pig, and I am what I am.
As for that Thing I mentioned earlier, this is what it says:
Against the white terror you spread
sans notice
through my settlement
Before your rule
having given notice
openly present
I am a ‘terrorist’
murder me if you can!
After sniffing the fragrance
of flaming revenge ablaze
atop the graves
of my mother
father
grandmother
grandfather,
generation upon generation of my lineage
after spreading the ashes
of yearnings
for a beautiful life
I’ve come
Today I’ve not come
to ask for a thing
I’ve come to stir up
an earthquake of terror
in your heavenly joy
I am the ‘terrorist’ of your heaven
murder me if you can!
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